Are you looking forward to the coming Holidays? I am and I am not. Some people myself included don't really like uncertainty, and there is plenty of that coming up. I find myself in a very committed relationship and while I am not engaged it is awfully close, at least in my opinion, plus I have 4 children from my previous marriage. They are getting older and starting to make their own decisions and while this is welcomed, it means I don't have as much control over what my life is going to look like this Holiday Season, but then who knows maybe I was just deceiving myself about having some control over that in the past or maybe I just need to recognize that I am the only one I can control. Food for thought.